victim ii:
always upset and disappointed in myself and other. pushing to create something worth anything. while the art may be for myself as some kind of outlet it’s really for others validation at the end of the day. enjoyment comes second. there is no joy to be found and there is no passion behind creation. i don’t live for myself but for others, even in something that should be done for self enjoyment it’s about others. there is no real reason to keep going. there is no pleasure in this existence without those who i care deeply for. i will be the ground you walk on if you need, but if you don’t need anything to stand on i will give in.
Bad Man:
May God be a blade
May violence reign supreme
We’re going to Hell in a handbasket
And all I want to do is fill caskets
Dedicated to no one
Fuck you all!
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